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i'm melting, along with summer, into a splendid sense of homeostasis. the new job is just around the corner, how i long for the change: working down town under city scapes, vowing never again to commute to carmel. enrolling for new classes this spring. new major. contentment. over two am coffee with one friend i felt overwhelmed by this serenity. ( Read more... )

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yesterday i had one of those customers. you know, if you have ever worked retail...the kind that sorta creep you out, but there is something endearing about their personality. his name is robert. we spoke briefly yesterday about his photographs and the many options before him. he told me he had just got in from his brothers funeral. so i did my ( Read more... )

i woke up to warm blueberry muffins and orange juice. shared lovingly between frankenstein and myself. the sun was calm and the day on its way...i called my mom just to catch up. she's been frantic lately and it has me concerned that she too will turn into my grandmother. in clean pajamas we spoke on our cordless phones about many things. family, ( Read more... )

we rode bikes all across the city, through sketchy intersections for creole cuisine. wandering the alleys almost crashing every few yards seeing the skyline from new vantage points. out running the rain with iced chai and italian cream sodas. regroup. run errands, get lost in the night with amy whinehouse. at midnight, wednesday mutiny in the casba ( Read more... )

i called into work yesterday...more like i tried to but, my husband actually did. i was balling hysterically on my brother's bathroom floor groping tile and screaming in pain. i felt like a knife covered in razor wire was trying to claw its way out of my belly button. after an evening on the couch and all morning taking it easy: it's five thirty ( Read more... )

gnawing on cheese bread, slowly...watching the clock tick. work. later this eve i plan on writing my two weeks notice. i need a new crowd. and really i only came back to work here because i was in school and in desperate need for part time work. however, now that i am no longer in school...i long for other things. nite bike rides through empty ( Read more... )

i turned my world on its ear for very little reason, overreacting i guess. none the less, i do not have a myspace account any longer...however i ♥ postcards. i am glad i kept this journal around...


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i stand here shaving slivers of polish off freshly manicured hands. habit. fighting the urge to smoke, even though no one is stopping me. the day has been long, and wonderful. i can say the i have enjoyed every minute, from waking with kitten purring in my arm pit, to watching those around me talk in hushed tones as they speak poorly of one another ( Read more... )