So short recap on Nicoles life... I am about to be co-manager at Journeys at Parkway Place mall. Anyone need shoes at 40 percent off... come give me a holler lol Also Caleb just turned 10 MONTHS!! Holy crap right?! He can only say DADADADADA lol no mommy yet... But we are working on that! I miss Johnny. Thats for sure! When are you going to come ( Read more... )

Matts dad died two nights ago. Its going to be a hard time... i took off work thursday for the funeral and i leave work early tomorrow to go to the visitation. I know He will get emotional. And i dunno what to do to comfort him! this is all so surreal for me. I have no idea. Good news. I start Pivot Point this Friday... well i mean i go there cause ( Read more... )

Why?

Im am seriously about to crack. Why do i put up with SO MUCH CRAP??? I am at my wits end!!! I have an OVERLOAD OF CRAP on my plate right now and its ONE PERSONS FAULT. I really dont know what to do right now. i really dont. im sorry if im just talking gibberish... but i need a way to vent right now. Even though when i get off of here ill probably ( Read more... )

Praying for your enemies. What is your attitude towards your enemies? We all have those people in our life that we just can't get along with. We all have those people in our life that don't like us. We all have those people in our life that do not wish us well. What is your attitude towards those people? It is easy to ( Read more... )

Hey everyone. I got pictures of caleb, me and matt. Check them out!

( Beautiful faces )

I am absolutly in Love. I cannot help how i feel. But i must say God has smiled on me. And Even the thought of this person puts a smile on my face. Just to see them, or touch them, or even their smell puts a smile on my face. Just looking in their eyes is Godsent. I live to make him happy. And all he does in return is make me happy. I Hope i am ( Read more... )

Im in a weird mood tonight. I have good news though. Johnny will be coming to visit me sooner than i thought! Which is like a bretah of fresh air. I need someone like Johnny around more often. To lift me up when i truly need it. And i can not wait to see him. And have him play with caleb hah. Its gonna be a weeked i need i guess you can say. I feel ( Read more... )

Johnny had this in his journal and it touched me so i thought i would share ( Read more... )

Hey everyone! Today i got my lip pierced!! hah It didnt hurt much at all... its a tid bit sore... but it looks totally rad! i just hope adam, shaun, and matt like it. lol im sure shaun wont... but hey ill go with that. Ill have pictures up soon! Caleb is doing well... very well actually! He misses his uncle johnny though... even though he hasnt met ( Read more... )