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i swear to god i always have to go off and fuck things up as always. im tired of doing things the way i have, its just not right and the sad thing is i know what im doing wrong and i never stop myself. im just tired of being here. im tired of dealing with shit that i want nothing to do with, like my mom drinking. and me myself and i doing really ( Read more... )

you are my sunshine my only sunshine,
you make me happy when skys are grey,
you'll never know dear, how much
i love you
so please don't take my sunshine away.

no one understands the friendship joe ally me and max have. its just retarded how much fun we always have. we went to a show tonight, it was so fucking awsome. we hung out with the last band for a while.<3 they were soooo amazing!:] hehe well yea it was g00d! and I saw michael &i donno it was ugh cool ;] hehe umm yea. then we met this guy Dj, i ( Read more... )

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well today was pretty fucking cool!! the cops came to my house fucking because my mom found out that i was home alone so like she called the cops& fuck that i aint gonna open the door for those fuckers &get my dad into huge shit for me being home alone for a week. so i was up until like 3:30 or something cuz they wouldnt stop nocking on the door &i ( Read more... )

I'm really fucking tired of the way i feel, i havent felt so much shit in such a long time. as soon as things seem to get cool everything turns to shit. parents expect us to be something we arnt trying to help us in life but all they do is make it worse. everything i say now i cut myself short, id rather not talk at all, id rather be rotting in my ( Read more... )

today was....fun well it started sorta late cuz i slept in till like 1 or 2, can't remember but yea my pizza came around like 4 so i was out of the house by 5:30 &on my way to ally's house...we went with jesse  2 a few little placese and ate GREEN bagels!! oh yea!! and yea...but we went home by the time is was all dark and it was freeeeeezing cold ( Read more... )

we threw the fucking party of the year ( Read more... )

tonight was so much fun.....first i hung out with someone then ally cameover and we hung out with a bunch of cool kids haha fucking us at denny's till 4am lol good shit. The cool new hang out crew lol...truth or dare under the bed LOL!! omg good fucking shit but tonight was so fucking cold!!! I swear I felt like i was gonna turn into an ice cude ( Read more... )