man, i have such a love/hate relationship with henry. sometimes, like this morning, we get along. other times not so much. he brought me breakfast when he picked me up from work and we cuddled and stuff..but ughh sometimes i wanna rip his fucking BALLS out. fuck, i can't believe i've known him for almost 8 years...and we've been like, on and off ( Read more... )

man, some people in my anatomy class are fucking pussies. i just saw a post from like 3 people in my class saying they can't watch lasik surgery because it's too "gory". so they're gonna have to leave the room when we watch this ( Read more... )

wow. i fucking hate the holidays ( Read more... )

last night I had a 25 year male patient in with staph folliculitis.......of the GROIN. man, i tell you, this stuff was disgusting......the poor guy's entire pubic area was covered in weeping sores, and did it smell BAD! ughh! i felt so sorry for him, he's a former IV drug user who's now terrified of needles (he gave himself cellulitis a couple of ( Read more... )

i wish i had some real confidence rather than this persona i attempt to show.

i finally got my medical insurance go thru last month, and went to see a doctor about my fucking anxiety. she put me back on anti-depressants. and ofcourse, she would start me off on the lowest mgs of the crappiest anti-depressant that doesn't due SHIT for me. she said "let's see how you do for 3 or 4 weeks ( Read more... )

god what the fuck...this past week at work has been like hell ( Read more... )

someone told me today that i'm a very "angry" person ( Read more... )

god, what the hell. justin is in jail again. his mom emailed me...he asked her to ask me if i would please write to him ( Read more... )

my check was more than i expected. for 40 hours it was 762. my job is so sweet, the easiest shit in the world, and i get to study ( Read more... )