i saw this in ja's lj and i thought...why not put it in mine. soooooooooooo here it goes ( Read more... )

so tonight i was talking with evan....and i am convinced that i am getting more and more scared and worried about him with each passing second. tonight we talked a little bit about tmrw. im soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo scared that something could be really wrong....deadly, uncurable stuff. i now that i shouldnt expect the worst but its ( Read more... )

this weekend has been pretty good...so far. its not over yet...but hopefully the rest of this weekend will be atleast good ( Read more... )

You are Milk Chocolate

A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds.
You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life.
Also nostelgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago.

What Kind of Chocolate Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

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this is the third time that ive gone out with evan that i've ruined. the first time this year was jan 29 and the second was feb 12 and third being today.i wonder if there is a record for the person you can ruining being with their boyfriend.....im sure i would hold it.i dont know alll that happened tonight...all i know is that i ruined tonight.... ( Read more... )

today has been pretty good. i spent most of the morning cleaning my room. at like 1ish i went and picked up evan and we went to zacks house for a party. while i was there i grauded a piece of cookie cake for jennifer and i learned to play halo 2. that was kind of fun. i left zack at 6 cuz i was staving and i wanted some real food. so evan and i ( Read more... )

im suppose to be cleaning my room....but im taking a much deserved break =) so i'll go and clean in a little.

How Love-Smart are you?
Young Einstein!

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it just hit me on wednsady (and its hitting me hard today) that this is my last year in high school!!!! its harad to believe that next year i might be going to college!!!! on wednsday i picked up my senior pictures, and i ordered my cap and gown and invations. today i sent off SAT scores and trasscripts to scholarship places. its just insane!!! i ( Read more... )

last night was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo weird!!!! i was thinking the whole time that i should be going to beth and john's house for an angel meeting. then i remembered that there were no more meetings at beth and john's house for me and my 11 family members and i became sad!! i didnt want it to end. even though i ( Read more... )

the retreat was awesome!!!! i was soooooooooooooo nerveous about giving my talk....that was one of the hardest things i had to do the whole weekend. the only person who knew about my talk (before the retreat) was the love of my life...EVAN =) and the team that was there at the team retreat those are all the people who knew about it. so it was hard ( Read more... )