hey guys, i have a lot on my mind. one of those things is college. i want to go to uiw but i also want to be able to not have to spend the rest of my life paying back student loans. i had so many things that i wanted to do during college. i wanted to move out and if i go to uiw that wont happen cuz i'll need to save money so i can pay off student ( Read more... )

im excited (well at first i was sad but now im excited...let me explain....i was sad cuz i thought i was going to see evan tmrw but it turned out that i wouldnt be able to cuz he has plans (that made me sad)) because im going to the spurs game tmrw!!

again...i just want to go get into a ball in my closet and shut the door and stay there and cry till there is no water left inside my body ( Read more... )

im stressing major (more so then yesterday)!!!!!!! all i want to do right now is get into a ball in my closet and shut the door and stay there and cry till there is no water left inside my body!!!!! let me just give you the reasons why i hate today ( Read more... )

im stressing major!!!! all i want to do right now is get into a ball in my closet and stay there and cry! let me just give you the reasons why i hate today ( Read more... )

hey, i havent posted in a few days...so here is a new post. dads suck....well atleast mine does. all he does is yell at me and gets upset with me. i cant do anything right for him!! doesnt care if i go to the school i want to go to...he wants me to go to one with a free ride!!! well...I"M NOT GOING TO GET A FREE RIDE ANYWHERE!!!! so he needs to get ( Read more... )

I GOT ACCEPTED INTO THE UNIVERSITY OF THE INCARNATE WORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you know what.....people suck sometimes. at school i feel invisible (people try to walk through me but end up walking on me)....well you know what.....i dont care anymore ( Read more... )

there is nothing to do right now!!!!! i would go out but knowing my luck i would go to the bank and take out the money that i am trying to save and spend it. ive tried real hard to keep busy. i exercised, i washed my clean hair (my hair was clean so i got bored and washed it), ive eaten, and ive evan cleaned some more of my room!! but im bored. ( Read more... )

ok.....for those of you wondering evan is okay!!!!!! but im still scared cuz they found something.....but evan doesnt know what. i have been insanly scared all day but not so much. all day all i could think about was the worst that the doctor could say. then that brought up the memory of last night and how much i admire evan. last night i asked ( Read more... )