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still not dead ( Read more... )

not dead
going to see raspy
living with my dad again
hate my job
but definately.. not... dead
love you

i am swallowing myself without water and hoping i will drown anyway
i wish someone could make this desicion for me
i wish you would just take me in your arms and want to keep me
i know you do... i know you do...
give me the chance

no more yanky my wanky
the donger needs food

i promise to never let you hurt me again... like you did today

i beat you with love
and make you lick my ambition

i stared at you over my spinach
and you thought you were staring at me over your romain

such a pretty girl = such a pretty waste