so i guess thhat saying was right? well fter all was sai and done, dan lost his apartment. he was finally able to get in touch with me. we talked and decided that we should meet for dinner to talk about things. it went to well. a lot was cleared up and once again...life is perfect, maybe even better. for my birthday, he brought me out and we kissed ( Read more... )

have you guys noticed. i mostly write in here when i am down...which isnt too often. but today is one of those days ( Read more... )

i went to go see this movie today. it was way too emotionally distressing for me. it deffinitly got me thinking. i feel like something about myself is going to change because of it. i dont know if thats a good thing or not....but change ussually equals good ( Read more... )

well dan came over... i have been getting emotional from the pill so i just wanted some time alone with him. he finally made me in a better mood and around 1015 dan was on his way out ( Read more... )

an undescribable feeling for an individual who can make all the bad in the world sotp and makes you feel allthe good ( Read more... )

i hate pms. whenever i dont get my way...i just get bitchy. it sucks big big balls. oh well. i am over at dans house and all we have been doing (or i have been doing is) watching video games.we were supposed to go to the new bowling alley and hang out over there but it just didnt happen cuz dan was tired. oh well. i cant always get my way. i hope ( Read more... )

i got a job today. bagel world in chester over by where ex club culture was. i start tomorrow 730 in the morning. hopefully i survive ( Read more... )

sorry i havent updated in a while. my computer died, my dads laptop died. but he fixed it so its all good ( Read more... )

so i fell asleep at 10 30 last night. i was in a deep sleep and at 12 47 i heard a pop and i woke right up. i looked over to where the sound came from...my desk. i saw sparks shooting all over the place right by my computer tower. i got up, turned on the light, looked at the area. no black spots, no nothing. i turned of my light went back to sleep ( Read more... )

yeah, well things are cool between me and my dad now. i talked to him maturely about everything. i was actually able to communicate with him without getting into an arguement. i dunno, i think thats the first actual conversation when we dont start yelling at eachother in a long time ( Read more... )