i am abandoning this journal. my new one is_sweetetcetera . add the new one and delete the old one. it'd be silly to try and hang on.

what's the fuckin point on writing in this thing if no is going to comment?

through no fault of my own, i find i am attracted only to boys with raging mood swings and tendencies toward illegal activities. needless to say, this makes dating very hard. it's difficult for me to get excited when i'm with someone completely normal and rational. most people see this as a terrible thing. and most people are fucking liars. i ( Read more... )

so i went and saw alexander. and it sucked. yes. yes it did. dana and coon came over today. woo hoo. i'm going to buy xmas presents for my father and my estranged husband today. i need to find a job. soon. is it bad that i went thorugh a whole carton of cigarettes in less than a week? nah. i ate some chicken nuggets and as eventful as that sounds, ( Read more... )

Now maybe ( Read more... )

i miss someone i used to hate. i'm in the middle of a small calamity. more so towards the end though now. nothing can stop me now cause i don't care anymore.

-everything that i love is gone and i'm tired of hanging on

driving nine hours is no fun at all. afterwards we go out. to a reggae bar. we sit. i don't dance. no rhythm. my friends don't know me anymore. no one does. i am beyond them. not above. last pure thing i had is screwed. someone i love is sleeping without me. i'm sure you've heard this one. next time you put a quarter in the jukebox remember me.

i am in new orleans today and tomorrow. jerry took off work for a minute to hang out with me. he thinks we don't spend enough time together...and i agree. i've been having some problems but,you know, everyone does. i'm glad i get to see devAn though. i haven't seen her in so long. i think maybe that's what i needed. i REAL freind to remind me who i ( Read more... )

i am now married.

-lacey michelle kenly

i'm moved in. well, out as it were. i have my own place. who gives a shit ( Read more... )