i am out of my first semester of school, and going through shock since i have nthing really to do except draw in my sketchbook and work. i am go in for my consultation tomorrow and am really excited , but scared.i got really good grades so i am hoping i get more scholorships.daimon left me for the month so i had some friends sleep over so i wouldn ( Read more... )

so my midterms are over and i have gotten very good grades. so i am happy. i am going to have to go to california more than likely to get some surgery done. which i am not too happy about.so i feel kinda split.my birthday is coming up soon and i will be twenty, i suppose its exciting,i just hope i have a good birthday, all of my birthdays seem to ( Read more... )

I have no time, I have no money, I have no life. But i am making really good art and that is what really matters. i do not even have the time to finish. off to homework.

how come when i need people to hang out with, or i want to go do something everyone is busy.yet when i am in school and doing homework, everyone wants a piece of me.i hate my cell phone and i changed it for that reason.maybe i will block my number so no one will know it is me.ha ha hah!i have a hundred things of homework to do but i just want to go ( Read more... )

another long night at work,and now a long day at school. the never ending cycle. i have been getting these strange headaches recently,my vision starts to blur and my hands go numb , and then i get this headache like i was hit with a sledgehammer.i want to go to the doctor, but if i go today it will cost so much money, urgent care is no good.so off ( Read more... )

Cutting. Your depression can be found lingering on the edge of a razor. An easilly hidden little habbit that's often used as a subsitution for crying. The blood is surprisingly hypnotic...

daimon
Circle I Limbo

luna
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

mikee
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

nathan
Circle IV Rolling Weights

danielle
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

theresa
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

midnight
Circle VII Burning Sands

killtron
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement

lauren swan
Circle IX Frozen in Ice

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well i have started my first week of college, and i realize that i will not have time for life itself ever again.my homework doubles the amoount of class you spend in school.and i have to go spend thousands of dollars on art supplies. though through all this complaining i am so glad i am not a bum anymore and i got my shit together to go back to ( Read more... )

and the apartment search goes on,i think it is kind of strange how, people won't even look at you if you don't have good credit, or lots of rental history, but you have to get it from somewhere don't you. someone has to let me rent to them.the way to get rental history is to get an apartment and rent. lame. people are very lame.and now i am back at ( Read more... )

ain't it funny how supajew, ain't supa clean. couch surfing sure does have its downsides, this will end sooner than later, i hope. but i did get my film back for my paintings, so in the next few months i will be in school,and not in the situation i am in now, lets see i got a new car, an 89 toyota camry. yeah!?but in runs well. comments will be fun ( Read more... )