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[violeteyeddevil]

This is something I wrote awhile ago and haven't wanted to post it for many, many reasons the most of which that I was just too scared to. But talking to people lately, thinking about things has changed my mind and I decided to post it now.

I am not locking this post. I think that would defeat the purpose of it in the first place.

Comments

[cherprudence]

It makes me uncomfortable when people complement me because if I agree with them I feel overly arrogant and that I am lying.

I feel you there. It's so hard when the world says that you're not supposed to be arrogant, and youre supposed to be humble and blah blah, but you're also supposed to be gracious and accept things and beleive in yourself. I mean, we have totaly different lives, but that getting over things and comming of age and all that, i mean. Its totaly hard. I have no idea who I am and I want to find it out too, you know? *Snurgs* You can do whatever you put your mind to! <333

[flamesword]

You did good, ashke... I'm proud of you. <333

Welcome to the human race

[efinity]

i know. it's so cleche'. and i know i haven't been there for you and we are not as close as i'd like us to be but i love you loz and you just be yourself and you will do fine. that's why we all love you and who hasn't been a compulsive liar... i was too... once you start telling the truth ppl like you more...

[amsdia]

This... is eerily similar to a rant I wrote to myself. Maybe... I don't know, maybe I was seeing a tad bit too much of myself in what you wrote here, but I wanted so badly to just leave it be. To hope that things would sort themselves out for you. If there's something else I am that you aren't or haven't mentioned, it's a coward. If I don't know what to do, I run