it's been a million years since i've written in this thing and yet still my fingers effortlessly type in my username and password like yesterday was tenth grade- where i'd update in my free period and then check afterschool to see who replied, and if there were any new rants, and if salvation lay in the all-too-animate depths of an online journal, ( Read more... )

so yeah, we're having dinner with my great aunt, her son and his girlfriend. the catch, or catches as there are a couple(or a few depending on how much i think about it as i write) ARE that they haven't talked to our entire family for 18years, i just got my period, and 3 of us already feel the need to take clandestine cigarette breaks to deal with ( Read more... )

we're going on 36 hours nicotene free.
but nanaimo's pretty.

4:00am
1500 more words
12 more hours till hand in
nap?
yeah, why not?

i'm really too busy and too broke to be drunk right now, and while i'm good at rational i'm bad at follow-through. so there you go. an intoxicated rebekka with a business plan to finish, an essay to write, three photography projects to... well, DO..., and an exhibition to organize. a foolish rebekka. an ill, silly rebekka. Even sickness can't hold ( Read more... )

goodness, i forgot about this icon. how wonderful!

i see now that after this i'm going to have to go back to north america for a while as it's truely unlikely i'll ever live there again. In living here being North American becomes so much a part of my identity. It has significance it never had before. And yet my interaction with it has always been second hand; cyphoned and funneled through books ( Read more... )

so i'm here covered in beer and it's not (for once) because i've spent money to enevitably spill it all over myself, but because i'm being PAID to enevitably spill it all over my self. so much more satisfying. The Merlin is your average under-staffed bar/restaraunt/cafe, and generally my bar duties are straighforward and require minimal learned ( Read more... )

so maybe i'm in love with the idea of love, but i'm also dramatically scared of it. maybe i feel the inkling of love for miles mason, fourth year photography soon to be technician, maybe it's just a post-adolescent crush; either way it's fair enough to say i fancy him and am opening my heart period. and it's about time. feeling all this love again ( Read more... )

so far being twenty has been fantastic. i'm growing twenty arms to touch twenty different wooden objects before i say this, but so far i haven't had one bad day. Guys and Dolls with Ewan MCGreggor, The Phildelphia Story with Kevin Spacey, Assessments being over, the development of a crush, the Revel aka the best party in the world, my first Ceildh ( Read more... )