is it important? you're yelling so loud. makes no sense at all...

[violettechimera]

i should be writing a paper on the three women of the merchant of venice utilizing crossdressing as a way to take control of their destinies, but papers stress me out and i'm not eager to do it

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[jojofaerie]

that something something something else to do
and granite anchor of dis-satisfaction
i understand it. but try to acknowledge it, as you have here, eloquently, so much that it feels like my common conundrum played out differently...
whatever you're feeling now isn't a waste of time.
go do what makes you happy. keep writing. yell at your paper, do it, and then try to take some time off from your not-so-desperately-necessary commitments if that would be at all possible. i think you desrve the joy you know is out there, barri-vivi-violet-one.

timesuckage, oh, spite! i wish you well.
i spent much of my five weeks at branland (and since coming home) feeling like there were things to do and things that i wanted more to be doing and always being pulled in multiple directions. i didn't get to see you even though i thought of it often.
so don't despair. i have faith in you.

turn around and be well, with much love & best wishes...
xoxojojo

[yr_toxic]

Barri, don't be lonely. I miss you muchly.
I miss our meaningful AIM conversations because they were fun :).
Don't be scared of school, you'll do great because you're brilliant. It might seem overwhelming (overwhelming. hah! that's an understatement coming from me, because i wake up at night in cold sweats because I'm afraid of not finishing my AP English assignments in time)

I want to send you a real letter. I saw your address on a previous entry, and I just want to make sure it's right:
barri
mb 2447 brandeis university
p.o. box 549239
waltham, ma 02454

I'll try and send you something soon! Hang in there, darling<3333

[tempteq]

I can tell you that that is indeed the correct address.

[yr_toxic]

thanks :)

[violettechimera]

<3

[tempteq]

We're all here for you.

Take time off if you need it.

Talk if you need it.

Do what you feel like you need to do and it'll be fine.