I made a new LJ.. It's friends only so assholes cant comment in it. lovetohatex3

In you I see further ( Read more... )

I just got off the phone with drew.. something was bother him.. and im pretty sure i know what it is it makes me happy.. but he cried.. he called and cried to me.. and that just made me cry.. he was the last person on earth i thought i'd here cry. well ALOT is going on tomarrow.. my first day back in school.. i never herd drew that upset..EVER.. ( Read more... )

Today me and nichole went to drews.. hehe.. he was being nice.. <3 .. he had a BIG hickie on his neck .. and it wasnt from me.. that made me feel like crap.. but it's not my problem. I wasnt just on the phone with him.. bob beeped through on his line so he told me he'll call me right back.. it's almost 10.. he never called.. hopefully i'll talk to ( Read more... )

Somethings had gotten better.. but i miss drew.. im on the phone with him.. i guess it's better that were friends.. he's laughing .. at me talking about.. friends.. haha im in a good mood that im just talking to him. His mom just mad him get off.... ehh.. bad moods back.. He said he wants to see me.. so now.. im happy..

I need sometihng to wash ( Read more... )

I never thougrht my life would get this bad.. ever.. but it did.... theres just so much fucking going on.. my friends dont care about me.. my family dosent my school hates me.. theres nowhere else to go.. and no one can tell me that they care no one.. i cant go back to my school.. my dad already moved my stuff outa my room.. and painted the walls ( Read more... )

1. Who are you ( Read more... )

Today I finally put all the things I was feeling in one big confussing thought.. I want to write it all down. But it will come up all shitty.. it wont make sence.. or.. it just wont mean anything.. it's hard to explain.. You like the person you'r with.. but you want someone else back.. or you just want what you had with that person with someone ( Read more... )

Im updating over my moms house. Dave just left so i took his labtop up to my room...Drew called and woke me up around 11. he said my dad went to his house and with RORYS inhaler witch was a bowl.. but i took the tinfoil off and i put the .. medicain crap back in it.. but it still had the weed like... stuck to the sides of it.. and my dad the ( Read more... )

Im writing! ... nicholes over... we just got back from rons.. it was fun.. high smoked.. 2 L's.. it was fun.. nichole was a whore.. and you put the hand where you want it.. and they just move it write back to where it was../ ahakj

zzzzz,/