I sit here by my phone, waiting
For you to call me like you said, scared
I don't know why your acting like this, angry
I don't know why we fight like this, stupid
We just keep bitching at eachother,
I dunno how much more of this I can take
But I love you more than I hate our fights,
I don't know what to do
And then the phone rings,
Too late

So its been quite a while since I've last posted. But since then I have gone through stressful periods, upsetting ones, and great times. In that period of time I gained a boyfriend, lost my status on honor roll at school, andhave been juggling science fair, church choir, bell choir, school choir, orchestra, drama society, girl choir, ala teen ( Read more... )

Happy Valentine's Day Everyone! It's a great day to have a snow day. Valentine's Day really depresses me! Especially in my current state of weirdness.

Why won't he just ask already?!? Ugh, its killing me!

A day off from life sounds like a good idea right now...what do you guys think?

Ah! I hate feelings! Especially when that feeling is of liking someone that you shouldn't because that is not a particularly great feeling!

Ok, So I know how famous I am for doign really stupid shit that I regret. Which is once again the course of events of this weekend. I just feel really shitty and knowing that I will once again be an idiot and do somthing else liek this doesn't make it any better. All I can say is there are worse things I could have done, and I didn't so thats good ( Read more... )

Ok, so I know I don't use this very often anymore, but I felt that this was a post more suited for LJ. Anyways, I get an im earlier today..its from Kyle. He wanted gf advice about somethign...AKWARD!?! Anyways so I give him his advice (he's back to his old self again) and then he tries to con me back into a friendship with him. I just really don't ( Read more... )

Wow, I haven't updated in a while. Nothing really new has happened. I haven't had to be in school early much this week because of the weird testing thing. I'm really enjoying still being home at 9am instead of being in mrs henry's class. ick! Ok, so thats really al.

I long for one of those relationships that are more than just passion related ( Read more... )