i think nobody will ever be able to find someone to truely share their sanity with. i feel if you are that lucky, watch out because they will be taken in an instant. i am tired of watching people be yanked from me with no explanation, just pain. death is too much, but almost seems logical in the ways of life these days. its like the ones i love are ( Read more... )

i hate when people can't find it within themselves to dig out every strength they have and be an individual. the fact that peoples minds don't belong to themselves anymore fucking is ridiculous. youth was full of innocence and growing, but now whatever foundation we built in our individuality, seems to be shattered ( Read more... )

i'm back home now for a two days now and its kinda crazy, i miss everyone. i really liked how me and cali lived together and i got to see my friends everyday. but now that i'm not there, i feel like i'm not friends with any of them anymore cause they don't call me or include me in anything. out of everyone the people i talk to the most are beck and ( Read more... )

its too much to overcome

i hate being sober
because these thoughts, memories & constant reminders eat at me.
i envy happy people
& people w/ the strength to overcome any hardtime.

long time no update riiiiiiiiiiiight? right ( Read more... )

basically im grounded on house arrest
i miss him a lot.

im in hardcore lust.

that is all.

i enjoy breaking my finger by being a dumbass and slamming it in the car door ( Read more... )

i want this summer to rock ( Read more... )

ohkay i would really like to kno ( Read more... )