ok so i have no one to talk to so im unna say it right here. i am so sicka things right now. i was at poker night with zack and trent n everyone. well first zack played for a long time before i got to play. n i only got to play for a little bit.........he always gets to go first at playing also. he asked me then if he could take a smoke break with ( Read more... )

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this is connected to my last entry...they are one...just to lazy to edit it

i wanna say dont get me wrong i no i have an awesome guy on my hands..i no i do...i no hes trying hard, and i am too, but i cant help feeling like its me that is making his life harder...that it is all my fault. i dont wanna loose him. i wanna marry him. i wanna grow old ( Read more... )

so.....letsee for the past 3 months its been problem after problem after problem and so on....

why do things have to be so complicated if we were meant to be together?

the past 3 months have been hell for mine n zacks relationship becuase i have been pregnant. i want a family. i want to be with him a lot. i want him by my side when im in pain. the ( Read more... )

so the baby is coming n e day now..im very excited about this baby becuase a baby is a blessing and someone to love the rest of my life and care for. some ppl may find that a burden, but i find it a miracle and a blessing to have someones life in your hands....

on other news...so zack and i talked and we were ok....then we had another fight...it ( Read more... )

i love zack times a million and affenity. lol. i love him a lot and just felt like saying that. the 8th itll be 10 months....december it will be a year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!3 weeks till i find out if it is a boy or a gurl. yey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

life is a fucking rollercoaster that makes me throw up!!!!!!!!!!!me n zack were fine of course like 10 minutes after we talked out what happened last wednesday. we were fine that night..i love him so much...but THEN...........being pregnant makes your life an emotional volcano ready to errupt n e time. u cry at the drop if a hat, get frustrated, ( Read more... )

Hi everyone. today was awessome up until uh...9th hour. im now very sad. this morning zack left a rose in my locker for no occassion. that was awesome. i love the sweet things he does. but im so upset. we were walking down the hall to 9th hour and and i gave him a drink of water..well then he sprayed me with water on my back. not thinking i just ( Read more... )

Have you ever noticed that when you get hurt the person or ppl that hurt you say sorry but the pain is still there.....and how no matter how much they say sorry you just cant cheer up....and no matter what THEY CANT FIX YOU AND MAKE IT ALL BETTER...that hurts even worse becuase then you feel like no one cares or is listning when sum are...its so ( Read more... )

Have you ever  noticed that when you  get hurt the person or ppl that hurt you say sorry but the pain is still there.....and how no matter how much they say sorry you just cant cheer  up....and no matter what THEY CANT FIX YOU AND MAKE IT ALL BETTER...that hurts even worse becuase then you feel like no one cares or is listning when sum are...its so ( Read more... )