Just some verses, curses. Etc etc.

I've got other highways,
this is not my good side
Today's just not my best day
but I won't fight unless I die.

Tell me if it's worth it
another penny down the drain;
I'm just too damn cynical
this hit will be my claim to fame.

We all fall like butterflies,
catchers in the heaps of rye,
another field, another grain
Watch me ( Read more... )

1.) Explain how you got one of your scars.
I have a scar on my left hand that I got when my hand got stuck in a metal shelf at the supermarket.

2.) What is on the walls in your room?
Black and white photography and hanging dead roses.

3.) What does your cell phone look like?
Black, shiny, and classy.

4.) What music do you like listening to?
Electronica, ( Read more... )

"It's like a flower," she says, but I'm not convinced. Sometimes, it's hard to know what she really means. "Love," she's said before, "we're like a lemon". Her words are a fortune cookie, really. And there's not enough black for both of us in this room. But it's not fair. I can't believe her sometimes, though her smiles are like the rainbows. But ( Read more... )

It's incredibly hard being brave. I tried my hardest, but sometimes it's not enough for someone. And fuck not caring what others think because sometimes it's all you have to base yourself on. Sometimes, it's not so much that it's not enough, but rather not enough time. We're expendable, we're disposable, and sometimes it's too late to fix mistakes ( Read more... )

I really wonder how many people actually know this. But I've ended a relationship and started a new one. Hell, facebook doesn't even know this. But my livejournal now does. I'm so playing favorites ( Read more... )

Because it sucks. It sucks because it's a lost cause. And it's stupid. Stupid, stupid.

Just stupid. Because you can't change it. You're a sassy blonde. But you can't fix it. It's futile because you can't explain it. And I hate watching it, I hate watching. I hate it. But it's all I can do. It's so stupid.

And all the ways, I wish I could fix it. But ( Read more... )

And, okay- I like you. Damnit, I don't know why either.

It's just that sometimes when you don't pay attention to me, I have to run into walls until you notice. It's also just that I don't stand a chance with you and you know it. It's just hard feeling empty sometimes, it's hard realizing that maybe I'm not ready for this after all. You shattered ( Read more... )

Here it goes, it's all or nothing. I just wanna feel like rain ( Read more... )

Spring-- I'm hanging on to you,
nights, grass under our feet
running with morning dew-

I'm grasping for strings on the moon,
so pull me up; my heart's racing for you.
I'm taking this last second,
blowing goodbyes, dandelion kisses-

I can't feel my tears,
but quell my fears-
I've never been so scared.

    Every moment you're searching for words, I'm falling apart. I'm not going insane but I feel like I'm crumbling- sometimes it just gets so hard to live with myself. And these are my good intentions.
    Part One. I'm not ready for this; it's an up and down cycle and I feel like I'm falling sometimes. It's just that I don't care, yet it means ( Read more... )