I'm homesick like a mother fucker.  Actually, not like a mother fucker because mother fuckers don't get homesick.  I'm homesick like a little bitch.  I'm so tired of seeing the same people all the time and those people not being the people I want to see.  I'm lucky that I've made some really great friends, but... there's always a "but."

I want ( Read more... )

Sunday morning.

I had a really terrible anxiety attack today.  I've never experienced anything like it before.. the chest pain, the blurred vision, the loss of breath/inabilitiy to breathe.  I was so afraid that I was going to pass out, but only because I knew my co-workers would call an ambulance and I don't have health insurance anymore.

I'm reading about ( Read more... )

S.J. in a month!

Excitement and sadness.  Anxiety, mostly.

I do not know what is wrong with me. I've been in a horrible funk. I think all the negativity surrounding my job is really getting to me.. I can't wait to be done with Target and go back to making good money doing nothing. I think if I were getting paid $3 more to work at Target then I would be completely fine... I would do the job to the best ( Read more... )

So I'm basically having the most mature conflict with my idiotic roommate ( Read more... )

I like the show What About Brian. Simple premise but I wonder how long they can carry the whole guy-likes-girl-he-can't-have scenario... It interests me.

I also like my new cashmere sweater I got at Savers for $7.50. It's soft and comfy and smells comforting, like my Grandma.

Le sigh.

We lost our regional game by 1 run. But I befriended the cutest South American kid.

I would just like to say that Madonna's body is amazing.

...That must be a lot of hard work.

I had a really good time with my Mother tonight. I miss her so much, our alone time. I remember when my father was the superintendant at Goettl's and he was never around, my Mother, sister, and I always had so much time doing girl stuff. It's strange how I've always had really great parents, really supportive people, but now that I think back my ( Read more... )