GOD DAMNIT;;
I LOVE HIM.so, i'm kinda glad i had ISS today. becuase i wrote him a 2&ahalf page letter. i mean, i've been over how i feel about him a million times, but i mean i'm in ISS, have nothing better to do then to spill my fucking heart to a piece of paper, so i figured i'll write him a letter. &i confronted him about all the bullshit, i ( Read more... )

I FEEL LIKE I HATE HIM.but i fucking know i don't ( Read more... )

isn't it pathectic; how people just sit in front of there computers &wait for someone to sign on just so they can tell that person that they love them? GOD. i'm pathetic. well. Friday's plan happened. &it was amazing, laying next to him; holding him; kissing him; OMG it was fucking incredible.

i fucking love this boy.

[[ no more looking; i've ( Read more... )

Tonight's the night.
we wanted it to be a night we'd remember.
Friday the 13th. That's the ultimate night.

only like 3 of you know what i'm talking about;
but i'm uber excited &i just hope i don't chicken out.
because i love him &i want to show him how much.

whish me luck. lol

♥

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well, my AIMS being gay¬ letting my sing on. damn. i was really upset today, because it seemed like Josh was mad at me, because he wasn't talking to me at all. &then i got home &i had a message that said "when you get back i want to talk to you" &so i assumed that he was gunna break up with me &i got all upset &nerveous &shit. &then i talked to ( Read more... )

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i haven't kissed him in like 2 days. i really want to. but. today, at first i just wanted to hug him//hold his hand//kiss him//hold him. but some bullshit happened. &i feel like i hate him. but i know i don't. i could never hate him, no matter what goes down, i'll always forgive him if he does something wrong. i just wish he knew how i feel. i don' ( Read more... )

i kissed him again.
&yes, i loved it.&
yes i'm gunna do it
again.

i tried so hard not to get involved with him, because he's known as a player in our neighborhood, but last night, it was like..i coudln't help it. &we kissed. &i loved every second of it. &ever since i kissed him, i can't stop thinking about him. i saw him in the hallways like 5 times today, which normally i don't. maybe it's a sign? i don't know ( Read more... )