This relationship between comedy and pain and anger is baffling. It's been repeated, demonstrated ( Read more... )

I am overly critical of my brother because he is capable of becoming everything I'm afraid to be ( Read more... )

Packing
is
just a little bit depressing.

We spend all day getting sober
just hiding from daylight, watching TV (fading away...)
we just look a lot better in the blue light
well you know I gotta get out
but I'm stuck so tight
weighed by the chains that keep me
hanging around

I've learned to let a lot of shit go this semester ( Read more... )

Nightmare pornos
lying dangerously close to the surface
memories of simply shadows,
re-emerge as the tale is told
and I have never felt so
terrible about myself.

You are my mission ( Read more... )

Riding high on caffeine but tank on empty
it occurs to me
well
it now occurs to me that
nothing occurs to me
Divulging myself to you to
the only extent I can may have been
My Achilles heel, and it will be many more
years before I undo the damage we had
already tried to dismiss.

The moon hangs like a half eaten clementine ( Read more... )

I almost hopped in a stranger's car today, to drive until someone filed a missing person's report.

This is not healthy. With escapist thoughts, one can only wonder what I'm trying to escape.

I happen to be wondering myself.