He's still dead and I can't get my mind wrapped around it.. Everything I see makes me cry. Think of him.

A good note: Christopher told me he wants to come to live here. We'll have to talk about it.

It's not quitting that's hard. It's what's left behind in the wake of my own destruction and stupidity that hurts ( Read more... )

Never trust someone when they tell you they'll stand by you no matter what.

706 emails wasted. 7 years taken by selfishness on both parts.

I'll never trust again.

Back to my original POV. Don't believe anything unless you can feel it, touch it, see it.

I may be crazy, but you're a liar.


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omg this is one of the worst migraines i've had since grade school.

i had a really bad headache this weekend and can still feel it but it's as bad ( Read more... )

unless it was someone's random comment"This was about rug burns and something..." paraphrased.... that she thought was mine, i don't know what it has to do with anything, but it seems to be the last thing that was said. she also said, "love you, too." she said that alot, though. i'm just really confused. so, nevermind ( Read more... )

this is only the beginning, sweetie. ;)

pierre died on the day after taxes. he's burried on the left side of the backyard where daddy used to keep his garden. that is all.

bitches.

blah blah blah blah blah blah blah.

that's what i think. actually, i think you should reavaluate people who want to help you & be your friend and not the other way around.

i'm gonna miss you so much. <33


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