feeling totally ineffective...i'm just sitting around all day with my thumb up my ass waiting for something to happen in my life. i know the whole you have to be pro-active deal...if ya want something you gotta go out there and get it yadda yadda yadda....and i've done that to an extent by switching to a program that will offer a career, but now i' ( Read more... )

I feel stronger having recognized these issues. I am coming to terms with who I am;
I am progressing. I can feel my thought becoming more optimistic, less judgemental.
I am opening up to myself.

STOP WITH THE FUCKING PRETENSES! You're not being real to ME, and what's infinitely worse, you're not being real to YOURSELF! Why, when reality is shaky enough as it is, do you think you have to be something your not? Stop lying you're screwing everything up ( Read more... )

I've been a little preoccupied with old age since my grandmother went into a nursing home a month ago and i came across this photo documentary on aging (disregard the fact that it's america please...). I was struck by the their voices and their need to remain valuable. Voices that we so often do not hear and tend to disregard because we think they ( Read more... )

I found my old journals from 1993 and up...holy shit they were hilarious! I do believe I spelled better when I was 10! Penmanship was still a bit squidgy, but the drawings of DANGER signs and sworn oaths of imminent pain and suffering if anyone were to ever read my secrets....WHOO HOO!...Lordy!...they sure made up for it ( Read more... )

i love my mom...all the power to her for putting up with me for over 20 years...don't know how she does it sometimes.

Suave and compromising. Careful, cautiousI HAVE NO TACT and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes.I FEEL I NEED TO Likes to criticize. NOT QUITE THE SAME AS POINTING OUT OTHER'S MISTAKES Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed.I MUST ADMIT IN TRUE LIBRA STYLE THAT I HAVE A THING ( Read more... )

My poor baby bunny has tufts of fur spontaniously falling out! I took him to the vet last week and they said he was fine....he didn't have nits or ringworm or anthing that would typically cause such hair loss to occur. His skin is healthy and he's not TRUELY bald( there is still fur growth underneath). The vet said it may be caused by a trauma but ( Read more... )

All in good fun

Went to a Fantasia party last night....fun times in the maritimes!....lol...saw sooo many artificial penises....glow in the dark ones, waterproof with suction cups,ones you could flag down traffic or land a plane with...and a some that looked like they had some tiny bottom feeding marine creature attached to the top(apparently for clitoral ( Read more... )