Transition periods....what can you say about these moments in time except that they are long, dawn out and mostly painful. Although at the other end we often look back and realize how much more solid we've become. A continuing means to an end....where we are perhaps the closest to fully understanding who we are.

grey day ( Read more... )

I missed my weight watchers meeting tonight...actually i am in the process of missing it right now. i've been quite sick for the past few days and i didn't feel like braving the 1/2 hr walk there (let alone walking home) due to the cold. i don't know how i feel about this. i wanted to go. i wanted to get weighed in. i don't feel like i'm letting ( Read more... )

Who am I talking to when I lash out in my writing?
What voice do I expect to answer?
Am I taking my frustrations out on just another part of ME?

I find people are too afraid of judgment, in the sense that if they are expressive they will be deemed as emotionally unstable. Indeed, I hope I can make a generalization and say that we all fall victim to this mentality ( Read more... )

Yeay depression! And lack of money! Great immobilizing forces they are.

I don't understand how, in our society where consumerism runs rampant, social order is based conformity and everyone is too busy running around in circles, I am supposed to go to a therapist and regain my self within two-three one hour sessions. It's absurd!

Lying in your death bed you cannot say that you, if you have had the time to ponder life, do not have a particular sense of urgency. I believe that once a person realizes that thier physical body will not live, the internal survival instincts shift to the metaphysical body. Thus the need for redemption, and the turning to a meditated religion.

I have a new friend. His name is Leo. He is a grey dwarf rabbit. He is very soft and small. I love him very much. Hehehehehehehe ( Read more... )

So this is what being in limbo is like; not having the means to express yourself. Why is it so hard to express my thoughts? What self imposed barrier keeps me from defining who I am? Self discovery should be encouraged in our society, maybe it would take emphasis off of NEEDING to be accepted by others ( Read more... )