i feel like such a grandma i hardly ever go out anymore unless its to go out to eat or to a bar... but then again all my friends ever want to do is go to da clubz. on top of that i am not too pleased with some of my friends at the moment i am actually pretty annoyed by some of them and others i just don't find fun. i feel like i am being bitter but ( Read more... )

i like seclusion.

i wish something life changing would happen so i can pour out emotions.

i want to start a new life.

i wish i were a kitty... meow!

the awesomest/best friends ever.

they are making me cheesecake, they are flying in from other states, they are all excited for my awesome party, and we're going to have the best time ever! oh and they provide me with karaoke, they throw me parties at work, they wanna love me and i love them.

i've been looking for something new. someone new. i have found some new people, but i'm still craving more. i think i've used up most of my stay here and i'm just eager to explore. i get that itch after that feeling of repetition sometimes. i also get that feeling of wanting to burst out and change the world, make a difference. my body has been ( Read more... )

i feel like writing... i end up here and......

grades for semester ( Read more... )

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my tonsil hurts, my brain is dead, my insides are burned, my body is tired, my neurons have stopped flickering, my muscles say no, my efforts are lost, my thoughts are drifting, my intentions are confused, my surroundings are numb ( Read more... )

i would just like to say that life sometimes (most of the time) doesn't make sense and only sometime when we are caught up in moments that make sense can we relate. its annoying yet its the story and sometimes you just want to keep adding on. i am lost in everyone else's goals/expectations/achievements that sometimes (all the time) i wonder what ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel caught in moments where no one can hear me.