First of all-I'm not crazy. Second-maybe I am. Just a little bit. So maybe not quite crazy, but pretty fucking close. I drive a Mazda pick-up truck to predesignated popular corners of nature just so I say I smoked a cigarette at Niagara Falls, or at the foot of the largest tree in the world, or just out in the middle of fucking nowhere. I use ( Read more... )

It always interests me when someone mumbles the phrase "be yourself" like I can be someone else. It is said without conviction because we all know that there is no one else you can be. Like little children with no sense we try to act like we are not who we are, like everything is okay and nothing hurts. But our minds are not great enough for us ( Read more... )

When it rains it pours...

No, I'm not dead. There's just nothing new to say.

Happy Valentines Day?

I am officially addicted to the first Guitar Hero. My friend brought it over last night and I have already beaten it on hard and am about half way through expert. I have no life.

My life isn't different, it just took a u-turn and is now going in the right direction. This is evident because I have a job, I'm back in school, and I'm no longer bored 24-7. This constant boredom has been replaced by the continuous presence of homework and paid work. On that note, I got my first paycheck on Tuesday and then immediately opened ( Read more... )

Oh, how I wish I could continue to pretend I don't have any responsibilities whatsoever, but tomorrow I have to prove to the school that I give a damn about learning and whatever. But at least I can take solace in the fact that nearly every other school started their second semester weeks ago. So here's to five week long winter breaks.

Living in the city means that I don't have a car, but the buses, trains, and taxi cabs make it possible for me to be something other than a hermit. But right now, I'm in Tracy, and my brother has the car until school is out, so I have nowhere to go and nothing that can take me there ( Read more... )

So I got a temp job at the bookstore for the rush. This means I will have money in about a month, can't wait. Also, I bought tickets to see Brand New on March 31, so come with me if you want to. Times are going very well for me, indeed.