Well, I have a small amount to say not much but a small amount.  I have been confused for some time now, not understanding the logic in things that have happened recently at all. Maybe things need to work themselves out in ways where I can understand them. Then again, I am not really sure if I am to understand them or not. I have had so many ( Read more... )

Today was an interesting one,  with more and more things going on than I would have figured.  For one, I have noticed the unrelenting animosity at work between two good friends and it left me wondering whats going on with people all this week. It would seem like someone or something has put a hate potion or a retreat poison in th ewater. I dunno ( Read more... )

Well from the mouth of many and also from a chosen few, "time is an extention of life." Well, I am not sure how true that is but alright. I have seen a lot over the past few months I have been offline. I suppose the productivity that has followed has done me great justice. I have made a few more changes in my lie tha has only made things a lot more ( Read more... )

Today was a good day in ways and also yesterday. Yesterday was enlightened by a friend of mine that had said, " Things take time, and with time comes all things great." He said this after a conversation we had at lunch yesterday. It sparked something inside me that gave things new light and a vision to look forward to. There are many good things I ( Read more... )

Well, I have no real clue what to write because there's a lot to say. Again it would be safe to say I have had a decent week and weekend. More over than most, I have come to a basic understanding of somethings in life. One is to never worry about things that you can not control, never worry about things you can not change. Why worry about things in ( Read more... )

It has be a while since I have been online in any respect. I am on tempo to allow others to know I still live. I have taken time off and out to sort out priorities and responsibilities. All in all, things are calm easy going and at times very elightening and very enjoyable ( Read more... )

-sighs- As it would seem, time and time again life seems to rear it's ugly head. At work yesterday they had announced over the intercom that a long time friend, & co-worker died Teusday March 28, 2006 at 7:00 pm. I had worked with him for 3 years and it would seem that time has passed, In a previous post I had metioned him, and that he had cancer. ( Read more... )

Hmm, dunno what to say. been so long so many things, so little time. hell ok. here goes nothing. So the story continues, the life of a small rat adn his four turtles live in a sewer for many years, then become mutated in to humanoids. Wait, wtf am Igoing on about? I think the lack of sleep has fried my brain..all i know is that I forgot all about ( Read more... )

It would seem Amanda has made it cold and clear. I don't know what hurts more, loving someone that never loved me or the word " stupidity" added to leaving someone that left them hanging and hurt and "supposedly" loving the one that "supposedly" made them feel loved and good. i guess i was a stupid mistake, and it only makes me wonder if my son is ( Read more... )

Happy New Year to you all, I hope not too many got smashed and had somebody to party with.! :D Today startss a brand spanking New slate for us all, many deserve it and many have had a good year last year and many it continue to be good this year if not improve more! I wish I had a few to ring in th enew year with but hey that doesn't matter, My new ( Read more... )