I'm packing up my bags full of existentialism and moving back to xanga.  Or another journal somewhere. 
Who knows.  When I know, I'll maybe let you know.

      There's a reason why I hated high school and a good reason why I appreciate the company of old high school friends.  Spare 3, it was a pretty dull "alumni association kickoff"; just a reason for some people to kick-start their sociopath skills (although I'm highly convinced that's started up a good 5 or so years ago for them).  I wasn't ( Read more... )

       I went to New Orleans for a couple of days with my best friend and my boyfriend.  Bill and I were brimming with our usual shyness but finally got to dropping the bomb.  He said it first and I choked in disbelief because for once I know I'm not persuading anyone into saying anything they don't want to.  Apparently, that feeling was mutual; ( Read more... )

      I'm rarely on LiveJournal these days, as evidenced by (what are supposed to be) my recent posts.  I've been heavily pre-occupied these days, mostly with thinking about where my future is heading towards in the next hour, next day, next week.  I'm trying hard to be organized but it's difficult when there's some unknown factor holding me back ( Read more... )

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My life has been so fucking crazy lately ( Read more... )

I'm going to see 12012 on Friday, yayuhhhh!  8]
Min + me = watch the eff out, AnimeNext - club kids are cominnnnnnnng.
Gah.  Crazy days, crazier things to run away from.

I really wish things were better.. but these parties, heh, they're keeping me up for now.

      Welllllllllll to make it short, I'm single again.  I was really miserable for a while but now I'm better that I don't have all that excess baggage to deal with.  Justin was right - the relationship burned brightly and quickly.  I don't think I've ever been in a worse relationship; I'm not sure what compelled me to be in it -- probably because ( Read more... )