for some reason Ive been in two moods the past couple of days: either really hyper, or really angry and aggresive. I dont really know why, but I think it's cause of all the turmoil goin on at my house right now. I just want to be here as little as possible. When I am at home now, I just stay in my room. So basically what im tryin to say is, dont ( Read more... )

I got my hair hacked off. I dont like it. My dad made me do it cause of my meeting with child services next week. Itll be deciding wheter or not the prosecuter will press charges on me for getting arrested a few weeks ago. I am very scared,Ive never been in this kind of trouble before in my entire life. Its not like I was intending to be ( Read more... )

take a ride out of the city not yet on empty singing to myself, like i've done so many times. Cause you're not around to ride with me. I'll ride the ride anyway. You're not around at all and I feel sick, wide awake, heaven's sake i'm sunk and breaking up this time who's signing off? Who's had enough? This time you're done and we're breaking up, so ( Read more... )

Poetic justice?...indeed.

I don't think Ill be writing any more personal entries in this thing. I wanna have fun with it now. Like write lyrics and just post important things that are going on with me. Things like that. I was gunna just completley delete my journal, but I decided that I hang on to it for a little while longer.

im done with live journal.

I really like her, but I've got no chance. The best I can hope for is to tell myself that I don;t like her, cause then I don't even have to think about her right ( Read more... )

Phase One - Basics ( Read more... )

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Why don't the girls I like ever like me? I hate it. Is the reason I like them is because they dont like me? WHATS WRONG WITH ME ( Read more... )