Wow, I dont think anybody realizes how sad I am when Im alone. It used to be really bad like this, then it got better for a while, and now its just as bad as before. I sit here, and I think about everything I wish would happen, and then I break down. And theres never anything anybody can do to make me better. Sommetimes I wish I was never born.

I never knew that I could have ever meant anything to you ( Read more... )

Yea, I got arrested last night. It sucked. Me and 7 seven other people. We were supposedly tresspassing. Its a crock of shit. Cops are dicks. My advice to everyone, if somebody who isnt a cop tells you to get down cause they called the cops, just run. I wish I would have. Cause then I would have gotten away. My parents arent too pissed though. They ( Read more... )

for some reason, people find it very easy to talk to me, for example, I met this girl and her boyfriend tonite, well, she decided to tell me that he got her pregnant, cheated on her, and hes a big asshole, and a bunch of other stuff im not even gunna say on here. (keep in mind, i seriously NEVER met this girl before ( Read more... )

so she tells me that Im the the best looking guy around. That only movie stars are better ( Read more... )

Does anybody happen to have an old computer monitor you wanna give me? cause i got a new computer, and im gunna put my old shitty one in my room, but I need a monitor.

Why do I do this to myself? I know I could have a girlfriend if I wanted one, but I dont do it, and I sit here and feel lonely. I think I always fall for the girls that dont want me, or I cant have. Why am I such a basturd like that??? SHOOT ME!

Um yea.. I suck at everything. Im an ugly failure. anyways...is anybody going to until nightfall at PIS tommorow? Cause I think I am and if I go Im taking Captain Emo himself.

I would really like to know what the fuck my problem is. I had the best day today, It was so muh fun and my parents were being cool and stuff, but now that Im back at home I feel like shit. Reflections...hollow empty shells. I wanna see like everybody, all of my friends, but I dont always wanna be the one who asks to hang out. I want people to ask ( Read more... )

I can do such crazy and stupid things because I know that when I die, nobody is really gonna miss me. And I dont want all kinds of apathetic/sympathetic comments, because Im not sad right now, I am just accepting a fact of my life.