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Biographical sketch
This is what I wrote for the TISS application, when they asked me to pen down a biographical sketch :D ( Read more... ) -
It always has happened, and always will....
Watching slaughterhouse 5, reminds me of how beautiful the book is. I just love Kurt Vonnegut. The movie is also equally compelling. The part that has hit me now is the part about time. Where the aliens tell Billy Pilgrim that they know how the universe will end, "well we are experimenting with new fuels, a tralfamaldorian test pilot panics, ( Read more... ) -
Fluid misery, breaking glass-heart.
Slowly things have stopped to matter. Loneliness can be a deadly disease. Deprivation of the soul. A slow wasting away of all efforts to keep surviving. Here im on anti-depressants, yet drinking alcohol at the risk of seizures. It just doesn't matter after a while. When your worst fears materialise all else ceases. You knew it would happen and ( Read more... ) -
Depression...
What do you tell a friend who is really depressed? Look at me, Im on Anti-Depressants. So what do I tell him. When I cant look at the horizon past the fog where do I come in. My chest is filled with things I want to let out, but how do I do that. How do I talk to him about my problems when he cant get his mind off his. In a world filled with ( Read more... ) -
Needy Girls
"Professional motorcycle racer Bud Clay heads from New Hampshire to California to race again. Along the way he meets various needy women who provide him with the cure to his own loneliness, but only...."
Needy women....... for some reason that pricks. Over the years my heart has grown strongly skeptical. Attention. All they need is attention. Not ( Read more... ) -
Fresh start...
My last post was in 2008, the end quarter. Well since then its been a year of jobless, mindless, smoke filled, hellish, purgatory. A bunch of incidents prevailed, I have finally ended my 4 year relationship, woah, thankfully! Picked up addictive habits like cigarettes, and marijuana, finally quite those ( cigarettes being more persistent in their ( Read more... ) -
Third time lucky? ;D
The bumbling idiot that I am, I have lost the password to my previous livejournal account -----> lonerespite, as well as that to the email id that was tied to it!
aaahhhh....
And so it begins :)