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The pain will forever linger
On close scrutiny it can be observed that the UCIL accident was caused by our lax labour and safety laws, and by our governments continual ignorance of basic operational procedures which sacrificed thousands of lives. When will the government ever take responsibility for its power and prevalence and start doing something which benefits the ( Read more... ) -
Life needs a chance..
What is really the point of life? Why do we exist? We have spent the last 5000 or more years wondering these very questions, and are not even close to any answer as possible. Are we then groping in the dark as demonstrated by the Meno paradox. If we dont know what we are supposed to find how can we expect to find it. It might be staring at our ( Read more... ) -
Time travel correction... The river analogy....
Okay need to make a correction on my analogy relating to time... Now in my earlier post I have written that if time is like a river we are like plankton moving along with it, but I have now realised that that is a bit off.... If time is a river then we, being slaves of time, and never really traveling through time are like rocks stationary compared ( Read more... ) -
Thoughts on Time travel and other divergences..
Time travel... now we all wish for it, I certainly do... but its a known fact that time traveling to the past is impossible owing to the dreaded paradoxes, which lay there as guardians to keep check in order to avoid the universe plunging into chaos. Like the grandfather paradox. How can one travel back in time if its possible to kill your own ( Read more... ) -
drunken confession......
i confess, and she sends me the most beautiful rejection message i have ever read........ how i respect her so...... how am i in love with her after being with her for 2 days..... the perfection, the beauty..... im smitten, fallen, wounded, weak and so badly beaten up, surrendering all i have. so i confessed, and now i know she has someone else...i ( Read more... ) -
i feel again....
its been a while, a long while since. i stare into her picture. every now and then. i want to keep looking. it makes me feel right. i feel bad though, i should have felt this way a long time before. i cant believe now that i had missed her earlier. right under my nose. three years and a whole lot of transformations later. now i see her. is it right ( Read more... ) -
Ghastly Interview
It was rape. Raped by a panel of professors. Ah the tyranny of it all. All 5 of them lynching me, jumping at my every response, pulling my mind apart. My poor brain too dumbstruck to think was left halting at frequent intervals. Every pause was hell, hellish, slow slow torture. It was and perhaps might be the worst interview of my life. Afterwards ( Read more... ) -
Hope against Hope Hopen...
Ah, the 20th.....Everyday I wait for that day..... Its like a junction, a junction I cant wait to reach. Do I get in or dont I. The answer can spin my life in two very different directions. Getting in is obviously the most preferential. I can relax for two more years, after which I can start planning for my phd. Staying out will spit out another ( Read more... ) -
C'est la vie....
I saw her today, and I just realised I will need more time to get over her. She seems to have gotten pretty well in her life, seems to be loving the attention other guys are showering on her, makes my quiet introspective life seem quite lonely. But then again I wouldnt trade my life for anyone elses, I love what I have, Im not obsessed as others ( Read more... ) -
Final goodbye...
The heat. Summer seems to be descending on this town. The shade holds respite, but yet the heat sneaks in. A warm sunny afternoon. I started reading, and then I couldnt keep awake. The heat, always warm enough to fall asleep in. A nap, usual for others, part of a daily afternoon routine, for me, it was forced. I decided not to resist. I wake up, ( Read more... )