18 was an amazing year. Looking back exactly one year ago, I knew things would be better, but I had no idea how much my life would change, or how much I would change. 18 brought me a new independence, faith in myself, great friends, better physical awareness, peace and quiet, stronger ties with family, and my first love. I have never, ever felt so ( Read more... )

I'm in lurve. Also, Plays 4 Us is turning out to be wayyyy more fun than ever expected.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh :)

I love it. I love running, dancing, kissing in the rain. I love opening my window and hearing and smelling it as it hits the evergreens outside.

Waking up next to someone you care for very deeply everyday, I could get used to that.

Oh good lord he's even dreamier than I remembered. California can do that to a person, I suppose.

Not to mention I'm just so damn crazy about this boy.

Swoon!

SWOON!!!!!

I would give my kidney and toss in some bone marrow for good measure just to watch NDPA rounds this weekend! Seriously, watching Stephen dressed in a suit rattling off MG strats and winning nationals is intellectual porn. So sexy.

Arrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh anyone want to go to Stockton on Friday? Pleeeeease?

i like my body when it is with your ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Ohmygod.

I would like to give a big two thumbs up to yellow fever.

For the first time since the 5th grade, I am finally beggining to understand the feeling of power and self-control that comes with confidence. I look back to the lowest low just six months ago to now. I no longer chase pointlessly after lame guys. I no longer feel the need to kiss boys just to prove that I am desired. I no longer hate my body for ( Read more... )

A quick reflection: 2008 was a journey, to say the least. There were some great highs, but I hit the lowest low I've ever hit. Frankly I don't think I can handle a major recap or musings on these events, nor do I have any desire to do so right now. All I can say is that I've learned ( Read more... )