My life rules now.  I am married to the most amazing man,  ever and we have a fantastic life.  I'm happier than I have ever been,

I completely forgot I had one of these.   Hahahaha.  I will update it sometime in the next few days.

I really,  really wanted to call my dad a few days ago to tell him about stuff that's been happening to me lately...and I can't. I miss you Dad.  I love you.

So, my dad passed away February 13th and my sister, mom and I didn't find out till March 18th. We missed his services, his hospital stay and his hospice care. We didn't get any closure or get to say goodbye to him. My family members in New Jersey did not make any effort at all to find us. They told us they tried to call my mom's number TWICE in a ( Read more... )

Someone please make this hurt less.  Being without him is making me feel like I have a huge hole in my chest where my heart should be.  It makes every waking moment painful.  It hurts to breathe.  I want him here so badly. 

 My Nana died today...we knew it was coming since she got diagnosed with stage 4 brain cancer about 2 months ago and knowing that she wanted to go....it still doesn't make it easier.

I also have some drama going on with Ralph that I don't want to get into,  but I'm pretty sure we're done,  which also sucks. 

Sorry a lot of this sounds negative, but it's what's going on.

Well, my Nana is doing as well as can be expected for someone in her condition. Not great, but not in a lot of pain, so that's good.

My asthma has been acting up a lot lately. My blood pressure which is usually 120/78 or lower is up to 147/90. Not a day in my life has it been over 120/80 ( Read more... )

Fuck Yeah GIANTS!!!!!

I knew we'd win.

GO GIANTS!!!!!


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Wahhhhhh.....it's my team.....*cry cry*

T.O.,  shut the fuck up and take your loss,  you pathetic asswipe.
On an unrelated note,  GO GIANTS!!!!

hahahahaha!!!