Well, I'm still staying at our house. My name is on the lease and there is no way he can kick me out.

We've actually been talking and hanging out as friends. It still hurts, though, and last night we were watching a movie and I kept reaching out to hold his hand. Finally, I just did it and he let me.

Now I'm all confused. We'll see what happens ( Read more... )

We broke up and I know eventually I'll be happier without his selfish, non-caring, small-dicked (haha, seriously, it's small), emotionless, bad-tempered ass, but breaking up is always painful, no matter how big of an asshole the guy is.

I think the only thing I'm going to miss is sleeping next to him. That was always my favorite thing...snuggling ( Read more... )

http://www.legacy.com/MontereyHerald/DeathNotices.asp?Page=LifeStory&PersonID=86761219

I've know Jimbo for 17 years.  Valerie (his g/f) and him took me to my first Pantera show when I was 17.  They said I was like the daughter they never had.  His funeral is next sunday and I'm looking foward to seeing Val,  but not looking foward to saying goodbye ( Read more... )

Sooooooo....I'm updating.  I got a promotion at work.  I'm now ASSistant manager.   I wasn't going to take the job,  but the last assistant got fired for stealing 300 bucks and they really needed someone to take his place....The store manager wanted me to take the job,  but I told him I wouldn't take it unless he gave me a raise,  so now we're ( Read more... )

So Gene Hoglan sends me an image comment on myspace the other day and then today,  Hypocrisy,  Blind Guardian,  Dimmu Borgir,  Sonata Arctica and Nuclear Blast U.S.A. all want to add me.   Weird.

I turn 30 in 2 days.  My dad turns 71 today.  My niece just turned 2 last sunday.  Getting older sucks.

I'm sick and have a fever and want to sleep but I can't.  Argh

Yeah,  x-posted!  I was listening to Sirius and they actually played something good on Hard Attack...the metal station.  It was Intronaut--Gleamer.  That's
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I went to a job interview for Safeway yesterday. They want me to be a cashier. All I have to do now is take the drug test, which I know I'll pass, and then I start. YIPPY!! I'll start out at about 10-12 an hour, but eventually get up to about 21-25 an hour. SWEET!! That is all.

Nothing happened at all. I went to work, went home and had a beer to celebrate Darrell's life. I can't call him Dimebag because when I got into Pantera, his name was Diamond. Sirius satellite radio's metal channel had the whole day dedicated to him, but I was at work so I couldn't hear any of it ( Read more... )