"Seven Blunders of the World ( Read more... )

Got a job at Chipotle. Hopefully I won't hate it. Everything seems too good to be true. I just can't wait to get MONEY. How very materialistic of me, but it'd be nice to not mooch off of people for a change.

I'm a callous bitch. I wish I could change, but I won't let it. The only way I can change is if I go back and I have already deemed this impossible a thousand times before in my entries.

Why why why why why?

I want to go to college. I need to leave some of you behind.

I feel kinda weird.

Like, I don't know what to write about.

It might be better if I posted a blank entry.

just want a burrito. C'MON BELLA LETS GET A MOVE ON

I love being a senior. As a freshmen I never really understood why seniors got so many privileges and shit. Now that I am one, I TOTALLY get it. Three long years and this is the pay off. Not too shabby. If teachers ever give me any lip I'm just like, hey baby I'M A SENIOR SO SHUT IT ( Read more... )

So I think its time I see a psychiatrist. The fact that I have had to drag myself out of bed, and not in a overtired way, is a sign that maybe I have a problem. I feel unhealthy. My mind is fucked and I'm feeling the physical effects of depression. I've got a huge weight on my chest that I can't get off and my mind is clouded with anxiety ( Read more... )

I wish I knew who to rely on these days. If you're willing to end a friendship over one fight, were you ever really a true friend in the first place? I don't know man, but getting "broken up" with over AIM sucks no matter what the context ( Read more... )

I'm always making lists. If you see my writing in my planner at school, I'm making a list. I just need to constantly remind myself of all the stuff I want to do. I have too many desires and ambitions. Update of my list from 8-11-09.

- Get a job
- Submit all my college applications- Climb trees at the Old North Bridge park ( Read more... )

I need a drastic change in my life. I feel like I can't make those changes anymore for myself. I just have to wait.

I'm just sick of waiting.

I already chopped off my hair and the only thing left for my to do would be to move some place far away... There's got to be an easier way to shake my life up.