so I was completely celibate from May 3, 2008 until February 26, 2009. 10 months of celibacy. I just threw it away. Don't get me wrong, Sara is a badass girl, but she plays as many mind games as any other woman. I fuckin knew better, I never should have made myself vulnerable to her. Because now I'm just her one time drunken fling that she can ( Read more... )

of falling for people all the time. Especially people that are only interested in me when they are drunk. I mean, I know that I am no catch, ok? I get it. I am a loser who is only alive because I want to see how many things I can get done before I blow a big hole in my head. Who wants to be around someone like that? But fuck! At least I don't send ( Read more... )

I REFUSE to vote. It's really none of your business anyway. But I think it's really funny how many of you actually think you know better than me. Why don't you try siting down and thinking for yourselves once in a while instead of just following the herd. Voting only puts those in "power" that the people actually in control want in power. Our ( Read more... )

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Knowledge bomb ( Read more... )

I have long had certain information,assumptions, and questions that led me to believe the world is corrupt and moving in a very specific direction, leading to mass chaos,destruction, or control. Never before have I actually been directed towards anything with any substance. Zeitgeist has filled in the blanks for me. Now I have the means to conduct ( Read more... )

I am a selfdestruct artist. Some people are mastersd of destroying new relationships, sometimes before they even start. I can destroy one before I even fully realize I like the girl. I tell myself things like" It's for the best, you'll just ruin her life and destroy her spirit, don't waste her time." Or maybe I convince myself she's not worth my ( Read more... )

saw it yesterday morning. i loved it. ill need to wait until its on dvd to make the final judgement but i think its solid. pretty good performances by everyone except maggie gyllenhal, i was a little disappointed. usually shes pretty decent, but i just dont think the role works for her that well. on a side note, if you go and see a movie based off ( Read more... )

I decided to become celibate. we'll so how long that goes for.

but i hate when my friends put doubt and hope into my head. it's really hard to get out.