Well it's been years since I have posted on here. doubt anyone really reads this anymore but it's worth posting a life update anyway. my life has taken so many turns in the last year alone. Joshua and I had a very violent brake up. The scars, both physical and emotional, will be there for years to come. I regret hurting him inadvertently while ( Read more... )

For the first time in my life I find that I don't even look at other men. I have no need for self restraint because I have no desire to do anything that requires me to. I got hit on the other day. Instead of feeling flattered, I was offended and found it funny. I also find that I no longer desire women ( Read more... )

 
I know it's been a long time since I posted but I had to rant about this.

Today was my store manager’s birthday. as I read the notes to him about him getting old I have to shake my head. last week I turned 22, I was very excited. another year to celeb rate getting older. growing older is exciting to me, enjoying life as best I can. However, ( Read more... )

well I have been without internet, except on my phone, for a while now. but the new library is up and running and I am here now ( Read more... )

hello again everyone. well at least those that remember I still exist. which isn't many. I have presently stopped writing in my journal because I only wrote in it so my friends knew what was going on in my life. since no one cares anymore it is no longer important to me to keep writing. I do miss you all though. and for those who might read this, ( Read more... )

well I can't remember the last time I posted but here is what is going on in my life today. I am working at Wal-mart as a courtesy clerk. it's a pretty versatile job. I was asked to stay on after the season. which makes me very very happy. tomorrow I get to see my two aunts and little cousin ( Read more... )