oh man the things on my mind.

mmk so last time i wrote this was two days ago. so that would be what wednesday? that night after i posted that i went out with jeffery to starbucks again. we also got taco bell after we dropped of ruben. it was nice. we talked alot more about like life and how our futures scare us because yea they are coming and there is nothing we can do about it ( Read more... )

ok ok ok so i probably made my life a bit awkward fgor a little last night. i went to a party at alexs and brittany and krisitne and gen were suppossed to come but once again i was the only one there. it was a good thing that brit didnt come cause stavey was there and yea this kid kevin was boyfriend to stacey then they broke up and bri and kevin ( Read more... )

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so i love having this electronic thing. because for right now, one person knows it and she doesnt even check it. so anyway. i want a break ffrom school. and i need to find my effing world history book!!!!!!! ugh i am surprised i havent found it yet. so um did one thing for college and i think i am going to do another before the end of the week. i ( Read more... )

ah the soccer banquet was niceee. i got the only 4 year varsity, and the coachs award. and coach shaune almost made me cry. so i ended up not taking the test again, i wouldnt have done good and it woulld hav been a waste of money. the swim meet went okay for the first swim meet. i got a 7.32.72 in the 500 and who knows what in the 200. work was ( Read more... )

haha guys are crap. jay played me out. oh well ha. i am starting to miss someone. yea its frankie. i have always been missing him but you know. he is leaving for the coast guard. i am going to write to him all the time even if it is about nothing. i dont even know if he still likes me or not. anyway. umm yea other than him, i dont like anyone here ( Read more... )

So lets start with the boy situation from last time. that boy i was talking to played me out. what a surprise. and then i started talking to jay and he is so great. i feel like he is so much younger though. so a day after i started talking to jay i kissed jacob. bad choice. it was my fault but i wish i didnt. it only lasted less than 2 seconds but ( Read more... )

okay so kyle turned out to be a major dickhead. this was only after i had felt completely amazing with him. in the beginning he made me feel like i was in a perfect romance movie but that ended after his senior prom[which i looked completely gorgeous at]. so i got over him. i still kinda had a thing for frankie and every now and then when he would ( Read more... )

i think i am starting to like someone alot. and i have people who i trust saying stay away and other people i trust a little less saying go for it. and i have others saying stay away from guys all together and only consintrate on school and sports and my job. so i dont know who to listen to or who to get advice from because they are all going to be ( Read more... )