Small town homecoming queen, she's the star of the scene, there's no way to deny she's lovely-perfect skin, perfect hair, perfumed hearts everywhere-tell myself that inside she's ugly. Maybe I'm just jealous-I can't help but hate her. Secretly, I wonder if my boyfriend wants to date her. Maybe I'll admit it-I'm a little bitter-everybody loves ( Read more... )

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So, I'm two types of a co-dependent person: Obsessive, and dependent. Here are the characteristics ( Read more... )

Ugh-I'm sick! I HATE being sick, actually, I love it, lol. I have a fever and have been throwing up. I know, I know-you're probably all thinking that throwing up isn't anything new for me, but this is automatic. Yesterday I didn't eat anything because I couldn't keep anything down, and I weighed myself this morning, and lost 3 pounds-wahoo! I' ( Read more... )

I wish I was happy with my appearance. Nobody understands why I'm not, but I swear what I see in the mirror is the truth. I stare in the mirror and all I see are my imperfections, and things I can change with surgery. Like i want liposuction on my arms, stomach, thighs, face. I want a smaller nose, and I want my top lip to be as full as my ( Read more... )

Ok, it's official-I HATE COMPUTERS! Or maybe I just hate pop-ups...or the fact that my baby is still sick-ugh! I dunno how to fix it; I dunno what will fix it; I don't even know what's wrong with it. I just know what it does wrong. Help me ( Read more... )

18...TODAY!!!!!

Why do I exercise if I hate it? Oh yeah-cuz i'm fat! Holy shit-I look pregnant-I swear! I have this huge belly of fat. Why don't my crunches work??? Is it true that if you do 500 crunches every night(like me)your stomach expands and sticks out? I really hope thats what's going on-I barely eat...how can I be gaining weight?!?!? Maybe it's the ( Read more... )

I'm not platinum blonde anymore-I'm still blonde, just not as blonde. It's like a medium, golden blonde now. Liz, from dance, has the most gorgeous light brown hair ever, so last night I snipped some of her ponytail, and I took it to my hair stylist today. She said it's not a brown, it's a blonde, but the important thing is...IT'S HER COLOR! ( Read more... )

I'll need time to get you off my mind, and I may sometimes bother you, try to be in touch with you, even ask too much of you from time to time. Now and then you know i'll need a friend 'till I get used to losing you, 'til i can make it on my own ( Read more... )