I might as well update since I'm bored and I've been up for the past 2 hours doing nothing...I HATE not taking a sleeping pill ( Read more... )

I've decided that updating my livejournal is like reading...you hate to do it, but when it's all done you feel accomplished and like a big weight was lifted off your shoulders ( Read more... )

Cancun was so much fun! Drinking up the wazoo-ahhhh!!!! I actually didn't drink that much. The first night I had so many drinks that I started to feel really sick and nausous. I told Brian I was fine, but I really felt like I was gonna throw up. Yes, Jared-that was the same night I said "do you have Cosmo's?"..."Cosmopolitan?" Yeah-don't ask ( Read more... )

CANCUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If I get drunk and call you up, don't get pissed and don't hang up.  I know it's late, but it's never too late to be another last call casualty..

I just went into Brian's room hysterically crying cuz of what Anna said ( Read more... )

Can my brother be any stupider?!?!?! Ok, so yesterday he was nice enough to come to therapy with me, which I am greatful for. We talked about everything-mostly the obsession tho. All the sudden my therapist asked me a question and I was just like "sorry, I just have one thing on my mind right now" and he was like "what?" and I said "talking to ( Read more... )

I just got home from work-yeah-at 1:15am. We didn't start cleaning and detailing all the beds until like 11...which is when we close. Normally we start cleaning at like 9:30, so then we're outta there by 11:30...but not this time. Our assisstant manager was closing with us tonight, so everything had to be perfect. He said I did really well tho. At ( Read more... )

I haven't really felt like updating recently, obviously. It's just like everytime I think about it, it's just so overwhelming. Like being told you gotta eat 3 meals a day...yes, sooooo overwhelming ( Read more... )

I feel like I wanna run away. I haven't felt this way in such a long time-whats going on? I think I need a higher dose of my anti-depressant-what do ya think? I don't just wanna run away from my house or family, but from my actual life. Don't worry- wouldn't actually kill myself, or even attempt it, but sometimes don't you just feel like u ( Read more... )

Junior Banquet was sooooo much fun!!!!! It was so crowded and everybody looked so good and it was just fun. Everyone said I'm one of the few who could pull-off the dress I wore cuz it was very form-fitting, lol. Anyway, I wanted to dance on the tables so badly but I knew I'd get in trouble cuz teachers were there. Bethany and I wanted to poll ( Read more... )

This is for everyone ( Read more... )