So I don't even know who still is on here or if everyone has moved to the space. Well as you can see from the small green lemon that i am sick which I think is basically the reason I chose to update my LJ. I had absolutely nothing better to do than to write down a couple thoughtsm and here YOU are now reading at this moment. ( I love the narrative ( Read more... )

To all of my friends I apologize from the deepest part of my heart. I feel like latley I have just been letting people down. For those who were at my house last night, this doesn't have to do with the actions that took place here. I don't exactly know why but I just feel that everything I do to be closer as frends just backfires, I think that I'm ( Read more... )

I hope everyone had a fantstic Thanksgiving. It was quite strange at my house b/c Im used to having big gatherings of family, but this Year it was just my parents and myself. Fun none the less though. Well I cannot help it, but it seems the longer I have away frm this girl the stronger my feelings for her grow, I feel that I almost Love her ( Read more... )

Ok. I don't usually take dreams as an iterpretation of feelings in the real world, but I had one the other night that seems to personify my feelings at the moment and I'm going to share it with you all ( Read more... )

So, I like someone new, I don't think she has any idea, a couple people I have told so far but I don't want it to get all the way out there until I have come face to face and tel her myself. It's was hard for me to even tell my friends who it was, so I can't imagine at teh moment how it will be when I tell her. But my hearts racing and I can't wait ( Read more... )

So Last night, one of the best nights of my life. I finally saw O.A.R. live, and holy shit thay played a two hour set. A-FUCKING-MAZING, there was never a down point in the entire show. If you ever get the chance to see thm live.......... TAKE IT, your life will be changed forever. To top off lat night I was in the front row and at one point in the ( Read more... )

Life is fucking crazy, There is so much going on, I keep thinking I need to know exactly where I am going but ion the long run I keep telling myself "You don't need to know, no one can tell the future and all you need to do is take all these desisions in each day, be they grand or small just to make the choice with the best outcome." I have just ( Read more... )

So I'm running on no sleep for the past 31 hours, and now have to work from 1-8 mmmmm sounds good. Well I got to hang out and party with some friends I don't really hang out with that much anymore, but I can see a new spark in the friendship. It was a night filled with memories (fuzzy memories(darknes and light) So there were some good times bad ( Read more... )

Hello everybody, it seems that all my posts begin this way, "Well I haven't posted in a long time" so I just need to update more often. So how has everyone been? I've been pretty good but very busy with school work and the play. I am in love with someone, and thatg someone is life, have you met her? She's nice. likes peach Cobbler (I don't very ( Read more... )

So Me and Amy went to the movies tonight, and after we felt like going for a walk and as we finished our path of the Pier we noticed a small group of people circling around something. We later realized some ass-hole caught the HUGE Sting-Ray and dragged it up the beach and everyone was telling him to put it back but he just left it and walked away ( Read more... )