ahhh so i seem to come to lj simply to vent ( Read more... )

so im going to bates today, to visit. and im scared shitless because honestly the next time i could be going there it might not be to visit. how is this possible? its not over yet, no i refuse. and maybe if i refuse to make a decision time will stop and i can stay here with the people i love forever.

so what do you all think...

university of richmond, va

hamilton, ny

bates, me

im still waiting on bowdoin but im not so sure ill get in.
im really quite perplexed as to where i should go.
why is this such a hard decision?????

ahhhh ( Read more... )

people need to learn how to respect others. i was completely innocent in this and just because you didnt get your way doesnt not mean you can call me names and abuse me. learn how to have some compassion for others and then maybe you wont steal someones boyfriend. let me tell you IT NEVER WORKS SWEETCAKES. yeah so, fuck you for being a ( Read more... )

so im thinking im that things couldnt really be weirder right now. and that ive been slowly getting sick for like a week and a half and it sucks and so to not get sick i'm gonna stay home and not go to the play or a capella in order to offset the sickness. yes ( Read more... )

wow. so these emotions just keep popping up out of nowhere and its really starting to bother me. they need to go away and i need to get better. im tired of being sad, im tired of wanting what i cant have, im tired of pretending to be fine. i just want to feel good again, and i want to find something that cant be ripped out of my heart once i let it ( Read more... )

so last night was amaaazzzzinnnngg ( Read more... )

so i have learned that just about everyman that i trust in my life has managed to hurt me. its pretty goddamn remarkable. and to be truthful, i not sure if its ever intentional - but i guess it doesnt really matter. so ive learned that im basically not worth fighting for, that im not better than other girls or anything else that might be appealing ( Read more... )

i got into college....now senior year really starts!!!!!!