Hello out there: it has been almost three years since I have used this lj account, and a good friend reminded me how dumb that is, so I am switching accounts. Sometimes I look at all my past paintings and just really hate them and want to tear them up, but I stop myself and it drives me to paint new and hopefully better pieces. This is like that. ( Read more... )

I just got out of the hospital. They told me I had acute pneumonia which greatly aggravated my asthma, so they put me in the ICU (Intensive Care Unit) for a couple days. God, it was horrible. They pumped me full of all kinds of shit, except for opiates, so I was having panic attacks and nic fits and withdrawls and TJ left just before it got really ( Read more... )

why do i keep going six months between lj posts?

well, our new apartment rules. well, its not new anymore, we've been here since the end of january; but like i said, i go several months between updates so i don't think i've ever mentioned its rockingness. we have one of those huge clawed bathtubs and wall to wall mirrors in the kitchen and alley- ( Read more... )

i didnt get to sleep until 4 am last night. i had a really bad fever and headache, so i called into work ( Read more... )

tj and i have been really really sick lately. i've had a bad headache and can't keep food down, on top of constantly feeling wiped out and getting hot and cold chills. ive missed two days of work, but i guess its better that i just get better and dont have to miss work than showing up and having my sales suffer ( Read more... )

well, i can't believe how long its been since i updated my livejournal. woahcrap.
so much has happened. it would probably take three hours to type it all, and thats just the really interesting stuff!
i guess i can sum it up with a short timeline...

may 2007- brandon moves in with jane and i
shortly afterwards- they break up and we start going out

july- ( Read more... )

I have the next five days off of work and I don't know what to do myself.
Jane is going to be out of town, in Pennsylvania or something visiting our boys in The Pop Machine. God, I wish I could go.
I just got paid, too. I have all this money, but I can't touch it becuase its in Jane's account and we haven't gotten our bills yet, so I don't really ( Read more... )

this is really bad. i hate this. i always do this. dammit.
dammit!
seriously.
taking my own advice is literally impossible.

So, im sitting here at Radio Bean, mine and Janey's new hangout ( Read more... )

Wow, this is the first time I've updated my lj in forever ( Read more... )