I am so terrible at bullshitting. I'm not interested in your life, his life, her life, or my own, for that matter.

If anybody wants to hang out in awkward silence broken up by sporadic hugs, I'll be hanging out at my house -- eating, reading, sleeping, and stretching.

twenty three years of life. maybe something magic will happen tomorrow. Congratulations! your first prime number of years since 19! I like prime life numbers ( Read more... )

I believe tonight I have found some truths. This, however foolish, is an important aspect of life. Firstly, I believe that I have gathered significant evidence to conclude that aggressors are homosexuals ( Read more... )

I just go from pond to pond, and when one becomes stagnant I move on.

Have you heard of life? It's so intricate and complex. It's really, really amazing. I mean, really, when you think about how atoms from the cores of long dead stars now exist within every living thing, and the complexity of the systems that are those living things, its just boggles the mind. BOGGLES ( Read more... )

I need somebody to save me. I've tried and tried, and my reservoir of energy is almost completely depleted. I can't do it. I can't work hard enough at making new friends (or keeping old ones). Nobody sporadically calls me to see what I'm doing. Nobody that I thought I made a good first impression on says hello to me first when in a social ( Read more... )

After some serious insomnia last night I went from awake straight to dreaming. I had numerous dreams, while being semi-aware that I was dreaming. After what felt like hours I got up to check the time. It had been 45 minutes. I then decided that I absolutely had to sleep, so now here I am at home, skipping my first two classes.

I caught the tiniest peak of the light at the end of the tunnel. Needless to say, I feel better. I've also recently been reminiscing more about the past romantic encounters I've had, which makes me feel better about not having many new ones in a way. I kind of miss the human contact and shared intimate experience as much as the companionship. ( Read more... )

Border Grill's burritos are definitely getting smaller. My leg fell asleep. I'm not sure if I am depressed or not. I will never have what I want until I stop wanting it.

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