ah. I don't really know where to start. A lot of stuff has happened between me and Scotty and his family. Sometimes I get tired of it but Scotty is worth dealing with it. But I have found out that he doesn't tell me when he wants something. So 10 months after we have been dating I find this out.. not cool. But atleast I know, I need to improve, but ( Read more... )

3 phones and he doesn't even call..

What a shame

He wants his cake and he wants to eat it too. It's greedy. He tells me all fuckin weekend that he misses me and he's "counting down" the minutes he can see me (while he's at his moms). Ya then we are at his house after we cashed his check and guess what I end up doing. Sitting in his room listening to his little brother talk to me, while Scotty's ( Read more... )

So you can probably guess why I am upset this weekend... Scotty is at his moms. It is really boring when he is there. Oh well whatever. I know he loves his mom, I am glad he does, but I hurt when he's gone. But it doesn't matter.
I don't feel good, but I can't complain about that to Scotty anymore because I am always like sick now and he is ( Read more... )

I am updating this 2 times in like less than 24 hours. That is a sign of boredom/depression. I was going to pick up Scotty tomorrow (sunday) after work because I got off at 4 and he would be in Daytona at his mom's job. Well his mom didnt want to drop him off until monday and then he told her i was comming tomorrow and she said "ask her to wait ( Read more... )

I don't even know where to start. I should update every other day like I use to so then I don't have to write extremely long things that no one likes to read. Scotty went to his moms this weekend. I am really bored. And sad. I miss him. I didn't give him a hard time though like I usually do. It was fair because he stayed last weekend since I had ( Read more... )

yesterday was fun. Scotty and I both had the day off, and he was suppose to go to his mom's but he stayed since I had the day off actually. and we went downtown but everything was like closed because it was like 9 so we went mini put put golfing downtown and then we went to Ripleys Believe it or not, then we saw my sister, then got Dip N Dots ( ( Read more... )

Me and Scotty are not getting along as well anymore. That's usually a relationship killer. but whatever. I am mad about something but a argument never ends until I say that he's right or until I give in. Sometimes you get tired of being the panzy who gives in. Well atleast I do. He says that he says sorry all the time and since he isn't now, he ( Read more... )

Um... School is not that great. We have a new principle that is a jerk and made all these new rules. I don't feel like explaining them. I don't know what's going to happen with me and Scotty. It just seems like he is never happy with me and I said something about having doubts b4 he went into work and he didn't really say anything then after work I ( Read more... )

My mom is a jerk. What would you do if your mom said "I hate you, I want you out of my house, I hate you!" ? And then you don't have a dad to turn to... Forgive and forget? YEAH RIGHT! I came home a little past 11 tonight and she didn't even care or worry.. some mother huh? I could have died in a car accident and she probably would have said "good ( Read more... )