Today was okay. Nothing too exciting happened. Does anything exciting ever happen though? lol There's no school tomorrow so that's great but I have oh SO much homework, it's not even funny. On the bus today I said to Cindi "you and Scotty have to come over and help me watch my brother so he doesn't rape me!" (it's an inside joke) and Cindi and ( Read more... )

I can't stand this one kid and I don't miss our friendship. lol ok now on with better things. I like Arron and Scotty. Arron is a freshman and he knows I think he is cute cause Luke told him.... well Arron told Luke to ask me if I would ever have sex with him... lol umm... we don't even know eachother but I think I messed up my chances with Arron ( Read more... )

Well Friday was our homecoming game. I made Scotty go but he was bored at the game :( but anyways I thought it was fun. My sister came, that made it even more fun. I was jumping into Scotty's and Cindi's and Drew's and My sister's arms and they took turns catching me and it was fun lol! After school me and Kristi rode Amanda's bus to her house and ( Read more... )

I feel like shit now.... well I have for about a month or so but now I feel even more like shit. I just haven't been so well since Byron broke up with me. I'm not saying I want Byron cause I don't but I do want that attention and love again... Just from someone else.... whatever. Luke likes me but eh whatever. whatever whatever whatever whatever ( Read more... )

Honestly I don't know what to do about Scotty. He acts like he likes me but then he wont ask me out or anything and i've made all the first moves. On Friday if he goes to the game then im going to ask him if he would ever date me and if he says yes then i'll be sooooooo happy and if he says no then.... well i'll just give up. but yea i always ( Read more... )

I copied Charlie cause he always makes that his subject. lol I called Jesse and then 3 wayed Erin and it was like the old days. I miss them. Like days before I felt like I wanted to always have a boyfriend and when my friends were the only people I liked talking to rather than a boyfriend or a crush. Oh well anyways it was so funny because I said " ( Read more... )

I just like Fridays. I don't know why but I just do. It seems like if anything good or exciting is going to happen then it will happen on a Friday. I went to school BUT I missed the bus!! So my sister drove me to school. I wasn't late though =)Scotty was going to go to the pep rally durring 7th period but his mom picked him up early because she ( Read more... )

I liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiikkkkkkkkkkkkkkkeeeeeeeeeeee Scottttttttttttttttttttty! lol it was so cute cause he still lets me keep his hoodie and I met him like after all of his classes and bought him a Gatorade then he walked me to my 4/5th class, well close enough. Then on the bus in the afternoon I sat with him and I said "Scotty you shouldn't move ( Read more... )

I feel kinda like dead now... I still have Scotty's sweater and it smells so good (like axe) but um hes not going to date me because see my friend Erin asked him and look what she told me on aim:

i no ya know: hey
Cluelessej89: hey, i told scotty to ask you out and he said he thinks he might be moving soon so he doesnt want to date someone and then ( Read more... )

looking at something that makes me smile but at the same time it makes me want to cry ( Read more... )