So Mark and I are just going to be friends. I would rather have that than nothing at all. This is the worst breakup and yet its the best at the same time. I'm losing the one I love most in the world, but its civil and not over a big fight. He just isn't happy anymore. I wish to God I could make him happy. Maybe we just need time away from each ( Read more... )

This last week/weekend sucked. First the guinea pig died. Now Mark and I are on a "break". Or at least that's just what I hope it is going to be. He says he needs some space and that I smother him. I can't help it at times. I sometimes feel like the only time I get to see him is when he gets up for work and when he gets home from work. I hope he ( Read more... )

Today really sucked. My daddy guinea pig died. He's been kind of moping for the past week. Not squeaking or purring much. Well, yesterday when I woke up he had eye and nose crusties. I made a vet appointment for him. The vet said it was upper respiratory infection, but that he could also have fluid in his abdomen...if it's blood, that's bad...if ( Read more... )

I think I'm going to ditch livejournal. I honestly don't think anyone ever reads my entries. and I'm tired of commenting on people that don't comment back. I think I'm going to strictly stick to myspace and facebook.

I've been working third shift lately. Its a lot better than when I worked at the Columbus store. At the Columbus store, I'd have to work 6 days on then have 6 off. It sucked. Now I work 2-3 in a row, have a day or 2 off, then work another day or 2, etc. I like it a lot better. My body is still trying to adjust from going to 3rd shift every couple ( Read more... )

Work so far has been good. I was hired for 3rd shift, but haven't worked that shift yet.

Last week I worked 3 first shifts. Today I worked 8 to 1 thirty. Wednesday I work 11 to 3. Thursday I'm getting more of my caterpillar tattoo done. Then I work 3 to 11 thirty on Friday, Saturday, and Sunday.

With my first pay check I'm going to the

I work the next 3 days from 7:30 to 3:30....to get me used to the store and where everything is. I don't know what I work next week yet. The manager said she's probably going to end up moving me to second shift. ::does happy dance:: That makes me smile because I don't want to be on 3rd shift forever. She says she's not exactly sure if that's going ( Read more... )

I finally got a job. wOOt. Go me.
Yeah. Its at a 7-11...again.
...but I really want to work.
I've felt like a super huge bum these past 6 months.
Now Mark won't have to pay for everything anymore.
The sucky thing is that its 3rd shift.
That I don't mind so much. Its not like I go out and do much now.
I just hope Mark and I don't end up working when we ( Read more... )

Happy '09!

My New Year's resolution is to go on a diet, lose weight, and keep it off. I've been a heifer lately. Ugh.
Seeing pics of me from haunted Forest and stuff...and in every pic I have a double chin. Blah.
I'm done with being fat. Period.

I'll post pics later.

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