I haven't seen Ross for 4 days. We have barely talked and barely called each other though we're still together. So, he finally calls me around 11:30pm last night and we talk. He say's he's had a couple shots of yaegermeister and a mikes hard lemonade and smirnoff. He's drunk off his ass. I've been trying to tell him to come over and see me as ( Read more... )

Went into Anchorage about two days ago and met a guy named Clint from Tennessee. He's Airforce. I don't know what it is but i'm just drawn to military guys. I'm trying real hard to stay away from Marines and Army, they're the ones I probably wouldn't be able to handle, especially with all the deployments, long deployments might I add they have ( Read more... )

So I wake up to my mom yelling "Get up! Get dressed! Put something warm on. We have a tsunami warning!" I get up, get dressed, look in the mirror and pretty much think to myself "shit....i look like shit" hahaha. "Mom, can I wash my hair?" "Sam! You don't have time" "Awwww, damnit" So we grab our dog, I grab my two cats, toss them into my car ( Read more... )

break-up, make-up........break-up, make-up........break-up, make-up

craaazzzy sheeeeeAATTT

Life is shitty, it keeps on sticking. Time for some halo and starvation mode. weight: 110lbs goal: 90-95lbs. estimated time: 1 week LOLZ im so awesome. im anorexic sam! kk...laters.

Yayyy! It's my birthday! I'll officially be 20 by the end of the day! Whoot whoot go me! I cannot wait til next year. My oldest brother has promised, actually no, has ordered me to go to Fishheads and match everything he drinks when I turn 21 next year. We'll see! I'm not much of a drinker now-a-days. It's out of my system ( Read more... )

I have a secret.

Things have went downhill a little since New Years. I can't say I had the best New Years either. I don't party. Never been to one. New Years I got to experience my first real party and not 5-10 minutes into it some guy shoots me with a roaming candle. God that hurts worse than a plastic bb. I'm a pussy when it comes to pain so I started to ( Read more... )

Everything is working out perfect. Ross finally bought a house on a 1 & 1/2 acre property near Wasilla. He's going to start fixing it up and rebuilding it and it should be done within a year or so. I'm excited. A place of our own. He says we can get a puppy in about a month but it can't be a palm like I really wanted. He wants a medium-large ( Read more... )

So much has been going on lately. It's been so hectic. The good the bad and the ugly! Moved out of my house last week and moved into Ross and Cody's house until Ross gets his own place this coming January-February. He spoils me beyond belief! Went shopping with my parents yesterday for christmas idea's. The bought me a new cell phone plate for ( Read more... )