Wowo it has been a long time! I havent logged into this in forever.. my life has changed so many times since the last time I posted. I will have to log in more often.. never know it may help me sort thru my brain some

now that i have managed to get this attached to my yahoo and my myspace i will be writing in it more

WEll alot has happened but i really don't have the time to write it all in but i will later the biggest thing that has happened is that my mom died on 10/05/05 and i miss her alot. Whats weird is that its 6 days shy of the day my dad had died 2yrs before her he died on 10/11/03. its odd to think that i don't have any parents anymore ...hmmm does ( Read more... )

well we have moved and it has been crazy, I have been working and taken care of the kids. Jared is doin great if only the seizures would stop. Ness LOVES dance she practily lives there. and toria is so smart and fun i love being around her. I just need to work on the yelling thats all it feels like i do. I guess i take after the ppl who raised me ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Amber just wanted to let you know i didnt forget

i know its early in the am but I am so messed up in the head. I hate it! I feel like Im so mean to my oldset daughter i feel like all i do is yell and make her do stuff i could be doing except im to lazy. Whats wrong wit me? I feel like im lost in afog and it aint gonna lift. I dont wanna turn into my mom shes pathetic. and thats whati see happenin ( Read more... )

Well evrything is going better. The best thing ever has happened Jared has been seizure free for just about 3 months. LOVE IT! Toria is getting so big ans smart. Ness is also doing great she is in dance schoo all the time she is so good at it. Im still looking for a job now, but im serious now i wasn't really befor. I still have NO idea whats goin ( Read more... )

I don't even know where to start.. Its everything all at once how mush shit can go wrong in one month?Heres a summary.....and this is just the 1st half my lawyer didn't file my bankruptcy when he was so pose to( paid to) so my house was sold my water almost got turned off my mother in law paid them 162$ and did nothin but bitch till she got it back ( Read more... )

Tonight I had a lot of laundry to do so I stayed up real late doing it I just hope I can wake up early enough for my app at school I had my niece for a little while tonight it was great Joey really seemed to like being around her. well I post more tomorrow so I don't wake Joey or anyone else up in the house Vanessa and her friend are sleeping on ( Read more... )

About a month ago well 2 months ago, a friend of mine and joey asked me if i knew anyone that had a place he could stay for a week because his heater broke and was leaking carbon manoxide. He said that he would pay them $100.00 a week. Well he is a real good friend of mine, he is one of my daughters godfathers. He is a great guy and has a heart of ( Read more... )